Wednesday, August 5, 2009

I've been replaced

I'll start by saying this has not been a good week for me.....Their was my mom's birthday, issues at work that have me upset....questioning if I should even stay? Work is always a weekly drama...! I've just been going through a lot of things....I need some change? I really want to loose some weight...but I just don't want to work at it!! I need it to just come to me...like a favor! lol. We took a bunch of pictures of my daughter this weekend, all of them had me in them...and I erased ALL of them...sad they were cute of her! I need to get a hair cut...I've had the same style since middle school!! SERIOUS!! I just need some change...mainly with in myself. To the point of this post! So after another bad day at work........I go to pick up Sid....she is there with one of her favorite teachers....who she often talks about...they are attached...but every time I come to pick her up she is happy to see me and always shouts MOMMY! and jumps out of her teachers arms and into mine! How can that not make you feel special?!!
NOT today, I came in and she said NO MOMMY...I.. want.. stay.. with.. DEVON!!

Devon hands her over to me...sid has a toy in her hand and I ask her..."sid can you give that back to miss devon?" Sid: NO!!! So devon says: sidney can you hand that to me??....SHE HANDS IT RIGHT OVER!!! I mean she does not mind me on a normal day??!! So we both walk out of the class room and I think sid is right beside me......she turned back around went back into her class room, to hug/whine to stay with miss devon!!! IT JUST BROKE MY HEART!! Not to mention miss devon probably thinks i beat her!! This didn't even come close to compare with the CRAP week I've had at work! I guess it just goes to show you that your child is more important than anything...and how they can really hurt your feelings...(and I'm not sensitive!!) I don't think I'll get over this one!! :( ANYWAY...here is a picture of the little traitor, in a tutu that my friend Staci gave her. She loves it...played in it half the day. In the picture she is saying tutu! lol! You must read her blog...she makes beautiful tutus, hair clips...and has started a business in photography..she is very talented! Check her out. http://camachohouse.blogspot.com
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  1. NicolleAugust 6, 2009 at 6:48 PM

    Don't feel too down on yourself. It is hard to make changes, but you can do it. I need to lose weight. I weigh more now than I did pregnant. I'm embarassed and I think my husband hates it! I'm sorry work is rough and what happened at daycare. That would break my heart too, but I'm sure she still loves you more than her teacher!! :)

    Hugs to you. I know your mom's birthday was a hard day!

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  2. StaciAugust 12, 2009 at 8:27 PM

    Oh my goodness... she looks adorable in that tutu! I am glad she likes playing in it.

    Sorry about the issues with Sid and her teacher. Sofia does that sometimes with my grandmother. We will go pick her up and she will cry to stay and then cry on the way home. Not exactly the same thing, but hard on Mommy's heart nonetheless.

    And you know me... always behind the camera. Thank God I have learned some tricks in photoshop. I do "lipo" on myself in every photo I am in. You will rarely see me in photos. I hate it because I know my girls need to have them but I can never get a good one of me so I end up erasing most of them. Shopping is cardio, so at least I am getting my exercise!

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